So I got back from camp today. I must say eating three times a day in front of people was pretty hard  

WELP. The ball is rolling and I can’t stop. I’m going down the hill on the roller coaster, grinding my teeth and screaming inside. The future in inevitable. I’ll either pick myself up or die before I get a chance. There are things far worse than death.

Anorexia eating disorder

How am I supposed to survive three days of camping, three meals a day, in front of my parents.. If I can’t even handle one meal a day in front of myself?

anorexia

suicidal-80:

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suicidal-80:

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So many thoughts in my head. The battle of stay sick get better is awful. I’ve decided to just tune it all out… which means, get more sick.

anorexia

GUYSSS I MISS YOU ALL! I’ve been so busy with school and work its crazy!